~Feel OniOn's FeelinG~

Yeah ~ Yeah Yeah Yeah ~ Yeah ~

2012-01-18T14:34:00.000-08:00

Pass the FIRST final exam --- Histology...

All i can say is I really lucky and thanks my groupmate (Jeffrey Chong,Martin and Yy Ling) <3

even though all the things that u all taught me didnt come out,But still thankiu ;)

One more to go =(

That's a super hard subject ---- Anatomy...

Wish me good luck, people XD

Jia you Onion Yap~!

Well...

2012-01-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

Well,God knows I am tough enough...So,whatever.

This is how it feel and it just happened again & again.

Sleep and ignore.

WELL DONE~!

I'm good...I'm good....

kthxbye.

SOON

2012-01-15T13:14:00.001-08:00

Finals will end soon...
I wanna party like crazy~!

too emo too emo...
these few days, too emo ady...stress gua..nothing de la...
I can make it! Jia You ;)

Exam stress

2012-01-12T10:25:00.000-08:00

Mr Finals,Leave me alone...

I'm now in love with Holidays... ;)

no stress no stress.

I always the chill-est one^^

teehee~

Apologise to all my uncles and aunties

2012-01-10T17:36:00.000-08:00

I am sorry i am not suppose to post the article stated on 20 november 2011.
i shouldnt wrote those untrue articles and saying u guys not taking care of grandma.
Sorry for the bombastic post.
Sorry for the personal emotions, sometimes I tend to be think lots of unfair thoughts, this make me become a super extreme person.
In fact,u guys treat everyone the same.

“WHO ARE RICH, SELFISH AND DON’T WILLING TO TAKE CARE WHEN SHE NEEDED THEM MOST ? “
I am sorry for that. It all comes from my personal thoughts. And I found it so bombastic after I reread it again.

“WHEN AH GONG AND AH MA SICK, HV TO GO SEE DOCTOR... MOST OF THE TIME IS MY DADDY BRING THEM GO... MY DADDY NOT NEED WORK A? YOU ALL ONLY GOT BUSY LIFE, MY DADDY VERY FREE ONE, SIT THERE MONEY WILL COME ITSELF ISIT? OK, THEN THE MEDICAL PAYMENT... I DUN WANNA SAY TOO MUCH ABT THAT, AS I JUST SAID YOU GUYS ARE RICH BUT SELFISH. THE HOUSE BUILD UNTIL SO BIG AND NICE, BUT WHEN IT COME TO MEDICAL PAYMENT...HAIS.... THEY GOT 9 CHILDREN, ONE PEOPLE PAY LITTLE THEN BCM A LOT ADY... BUT YET MY DAD PAY...”
Sorry for posting this while I didnt really have a clear statement about the medical payment. Definitely not only MY DAD PAID IT ALL. I should really ask my parents in detail before have my own thoughts. I know I shouldn’t include so much in “adults things” . sorry for the childishness of mine.

“ALL I CAN SAY IS I DO LOVE HER AND I NEVER HATE HER”
I really wanna talk about this as in this post really come from my heart. As I remembered my previous post didn’t really wrote about her, and how can I hate her? Just wanna make things clear that I really love her because I really shock when dad told me that u wrote things about ah ma , about those hatred things. In fact, I DIDN’T.

I am here to say sorry again hope u guys can forgive me again. I know I have no right to ask for forgiveness. But still I will write this sorry post since I did a very very wrong thing at first.
I promise that in future i would never write ,post or mention any affair relating to the articles that posted 20th november 2011.

Miss you so so much ....

2012-01-07T18:04:00.001-08:00

It had been awhile since the last time we sleep together and gossip until late night...

I miss those moments...

I actually love to spend time with you all...

Sing K in my room,gossip on my/ur bed....

Feel like you're part of mine and I'm part of you....r LIFE.haha

We always got the reason to laugh at, when we are together...

Actually... Having a high tea or even breakfast together with you all,

can make my smile last for the whole day;)

or just lying on the sofa of your house and watching TV,having a cup of wine that serve by Mr.Toy ...

Or bringing Sean for breakfast,dinner with Chester;)

haha~

We haven't get to dance together=[...

We did once...but tht not consider dancing coz we still not that OPEN~!

haha...we must go dance kuat-kuat once ;P

Dance like nobody business^^

We are insane but ONLY when we are with each other ...

I LOVE YOU more than anything.

This article is for my girls.

Yi,Li,Elian and Moon

推翻

2012-01-06T16:08:00.000-08:00

我以為坦承是所有一切的答案
所以全部的理由總是覺得自然
懷疑也漸漸變淡
我以為回憶是彩繪完全的色彩
所以對你我未來　從未失去期待
我相信你　你就是愛（我只能讓　讓你離開）
突然間你連瞞都不瞞　想也不（沒）想　就這麼推翻
就這麼說過去只是鬧劇一場
就這樣　你連探都不探　看也不看　像與你無關
像是只有我還可以承受　這無解的遺憾

Click推翻---陈绮贞 to listen the song;)

太多

2012-01-06T11:54:00.000-08:00

我讨厌一个人。
但是，是我自己把所有人推出我的圈子。
我的圈子只有我，我的忧伤，我的心事。
太多太多的心事，总觉得别人不会懂~
把自己藏起来，和忧伤，心事做朋友。
我明白朋友都是有心对我好，真的很抱歉，是我自己的问题，我自己拒你们于千里之外。

和你们在一起的时候，我真的很开心，又或许我尽量让自己很开心。
我比较喜欢一个人，因为只有我懂得我的忧伤，只有我永远站在我这里。。。
我学会了自己安慰自己，自己和自己诉苦，自己开导自己。
因为别人不一定要花时间听你讲废话，别人也不一定会了解你的处境。
所以就别烦人家了。

我把亲情，友情，爱情都看得太重了。
我在学着把它们看得轻一点，那么我一个人才可以很好 ;)

每天每天的自我开导，真的让我想通很多。
但我发现我还是很不会做人。
有些道理我明白，只是每当来到我面前的时候，又好像不是那么一回事。。。
有很多事，我真的知道我做错了。
我真的真的很对不起。
让你们生气了；让他们哭了，让大家都不好受。。。

是我自己选择我的世界只有我自己，就不能责怪谁。

你们要快乐。致：所有所有我深爱的家人和朋友们。

葱。

2012-01-04T12:00:00.000-08:00

黑跟白都是由7彩形成的。

白色是当7种颜色快速旋转而形成的。

而黑色是当7种颜色混合而成的。

就好像人一样。

每个人一出生都是一样的。

只是所经历的都不一样。

所以有了好人和坏人之分。

但是有时候好人并不是100%好，而坏人也不是100%坏。

那我们怎么分好与坏呢？

老实说，我真的不会分，也不想分。

我把他们分成适合与不适合。

如果我觉得我们适合，那我们就当朋友；不适合，就再见。

这样分会比较容易。

我常常搞不清楚。

做人啊。是要诚实，还是虚伪。

我有时搞不清楚，别人是真心的还是有心计的。

所以我很害怕相信别人。

因为每每我开始说服自己，开始相信的时候；也是背叛出现的时候。

明白我的人儿，请原谅我没办法完全信任你们，

我很开心，有些事。。。

我曾经自以为很厉害，去插手别人的事。

这一次，我想对自己说恭喜。

我终于可以置身事外。

人之所以成长，是因为学会一个人。

一个人生活，连心事也是讲给自己听。

17岁。

2011-12-22T17:29:00.000-08:00

17岁。

One fm

17岁，疯疯癫癫的我。

诗歌朗诵比赛。

韵律操学会。

17岁的生日蛋糕;)

第一次到Tmn Pertanian。庆祝生日。

翡翠餐厅。还是庆祝生日。

我姐做给我的蛋糕。17岁生日快乐。

自己剪的刘海。

自己乱画的妆。

热爱跳舞的17岁。

为了应付SPM而读书的17岁。

17岁的钢牙妹。

那年的生活营。

17岁，毕业舞会。陪我度过中学生涯的老婆们。

17岁，爱装模做样的我们。

17岁的我们，感情更深厚。

永远的5S5。

4个爱搞怪的家伙。

当然少不了，爱搞怪的男生们。

毕业典礼那天。

17岁，最后一次穿校服拍照。

真会享受的17岁。Saisaki Restaurant。

爱唱k的17岁。

17岁的卡通模样。

17岁的黑发。

17岁做的杯子蛋糕，还记得这蛋糕是咸的。==

17岁的死党。

17岁是刚发芽的年龄。
17岁的我们，穿起了高跟鞋，画起了大人妆。
爱漂亮，开始注意装扮的年龄。
17岁的我们，尽情的玩乐，疯疯癫癫地做自己。
为了读书而读书，为了考试而读书。
17岁的我们，爱跳舞，爱唱歌，参加种种的比赛。
总爱表现自己最强的一面。
17岁的我们，常常幻想，拥有自己的梦想。
向往着离开学校的日子，总觉得毕业后的生活，才叫做生活。
17岁的我们，开始分党派。
因为17岁最直率，知道哪一种人适合当自己的朋友。
17岁的我们，爱上一个自己曾经讨厌的人。
毕竟不是每个人都欣赏做自己的人。

17岁。
哭过，笑过，苦过，甜过，疯过，同时也错过。因为时间从来没有等我们。

17岁。
最让人难忘的一年。

2011-12-17T12:15:00.000-08:00

有一段时间了。没写部落格，有好长一段时间了。
我的部落格，怎么好悲伤呢？
好多事，我都不再提起，不再说。
因为说了又怎样？只会带给别人不便之处。
我自己看到自己都累了，何况是别人呢？
有一些话，放在心里就好了。
有一些回忆，不能拿来回忆，因为会触动泪腺。
有一些照片，不能看，因为会难过。
有一些人，能不想就不想，就算再得空也不能想。

这一切的一些，让我成长。
虽然有时候还是会想不透，也不了解自己的心。
但是，不用担心，我正在努力。
曾经幻想会有奇迹出现的一天。
但奇迹，毕竟还是奇迹，亿万分之一的机会不是那么容易的。
与其每天活在期待中，倒不如不要期待吧，就不会有失望。
要出现的，总有一天还是会出现的。

我累了。
不再做无谓的坚持。
至少现在的我很快乐。
也许，有些人觉得我很坚强；但也许，也有些人觉得我太脆弱。
我只能说，人生啊。同一件事，每个人看到的想到的，都不一样。
最重要的是，自己怎么看自己。

在打这篇文章的时候，我其实是很矛盾的。
但，我只想相信我所写的，我所讲的，其他的我不想理。
不去理会内心的澎湃。

林宥嘉 - 心酸

2011-12-17T06:22:00.000-08:00

林宥嘉 - 心酸

曲：丁世光词：施人诚

走不完的长巷原来也就那麼长

跑不完的操场原来小成这样

时间的手翻云覆雨了什麼
从我手中夺走了什麼

闭上眼看十六岁的夕阳
美得像我们一样

边走边唱天真浪漫勇敢

以为能走到远方
我们曾相爱想到就心酸

人潮拍打上岸一波波欢快的浪

校门口老地方我是等候堤防
牵你的手人群里慢慢走
我们手中藏有全宇宙

闭上眼看最后那颗夕阳

美得像一个遗憾

辉煌哀伤青春兵荒马乱

我们潦草地离散
明明爱啊却不懂怎麼办

让爱强韧不折断

为何生命不准等人成长

就可以修正过往

我曾拥有你真叫我心酸

2011-12-15T12:39:00.000-08:00

We are forced to grow by the cruel world.

We knew when we have to hide ourselves.

We learnt how to fake a smile.

What a world.

To all my uncles and aunties

2011-12-07T11:26:00.000-08:00

I am so sorry...

I shldnt wrote that...

I am here to say sorry.

Hope you guys can forgive me.

从哪里开始就从哪里结束。

2011-12-04T02:39:00.000-08:00

对不起，如有所冒犯。

从哪里开始就从哪里结束。

从哪里跌倒就从哪里爬起。

真实的人生

2011-12-03T12:22:00.000-08:00

看完了那些年，令我想起的不是曾经出现在我人生的柯腾。
而是曾待我如柯腾的他。
那个我被他喜欢过，感觉被别人喜欢就没那么喜欢的那个他。

徘徊了那么久，昨天还是梦见他，最近一直梦见他。
可是我并没有想念他啊~奇怪。哈哈。
昨天还梦见我的宝贝们，好想她们。 :(

有一些歌，我不愿再听。

有一些事，我不愿再想。

有一些泪，我不愿再流。

有一些人，我不愿再爱。

我不愿，但我没办法控制。

头脑说不可以，心却说我要。

很多的错过，
很多的遗憾，
很多的可惜，
很多的如果，
很多的眼泪，
这就是真实的人生。

~~亲爱的我多么幸运人海中能够遇见你。~~

~~我珍惜我曾经拥有的，我也珍惜现在的我们。~~

~~现在的你。。。好吗？~~

~~只是好奇。哈哈。~~

十分健忘的我，为什么就是忘不了呢？

该忘的不忘，手里拿着眼镜却忘了眼镜放哪儿。==

红鞋女孩

2011-12-01T22:05:00.000-08:00

我愿化身为你的红鞋女孩。

哪怕一穿上那红鞋就必须不停的跳舞。

只要是你替我换上它，我愿不断地为你跳舞。

好久没穿红鞋了。是时候买一双~

雨后的彩虹

2011-11-30T14:01:00.000-08:00

我已经戒掉了烟
也戒掉了对你的迷恋
我已经戒掉了酒
也戒掉了对你的忧愁

我已经把你戒掉。
对你对我，都是好事。^^

这座城市就快要醒来
我们也赶快回到自己的世界过自己的生活吧。

今天跟Moon聊起那些回忆。
才发现我都只记得甜蜜的回忆。
真好！真羡慕那个和你在一起的自己。
哈哈。38~

今天有开心，有伤心。
哭后就要有微笑，就像雨后会有彩虹一样 ;)
所以结论是，我是开心的。
带着微笑进入梦乡。
晚安，stalker。^^

2011-11-28T20:25:00.000-08:00

All I can say is I do love her.and I never hate her.

Dancing Away with My Heart

2011-11-20T12:34:00.000-08:00

Dancing Away with My Heart

I finally asked you to dance

On the last slow song

And beneath the moon that was really a disco ball

I can still feel my head on your shoulder

Hoping that song would never be over

I haven't seen you in ages

Sometimes I find myself

wondering where you are

for me you'll always be 18
and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

I brushed your curls back so I could see your eyes

And the way you moved me was like you were in my mind

I can still feel you lean into kiss me

I can't help but wonder if you ever miss me

I haven't seen you in ages

Sometimes I find myself

wondering where you are

for me you'll always be 18

and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

Oh you headed out to college
At the end of that summer when we lost touch
I guess I didn't realize even at that moment we lost so much

I haven't seen you in ages

Sometimes I find myself

wondering where you are

for me you'll always be 18
and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

Nah nah nah(repeat 3x)

Away with My Heart

Nah nah nah(repeat 3x)

It's all about DIY

2011-11-14T09:29:00.000-08:00

Mine [Winter Theme]

My sis's [Ribbon+pokka dot Theme]

I dye my hair black

;)

谢谢你，给我的青春贴上开心的等号。

2011-11-13T10:51:00.000-08:00

谢谢你
带我去过那么多地方，请我吃过那么多美食。
谢谢你
曾经那么努力地扮演专属于我的小丑，逗我笑。
谢谢你
谢谢你的成熟，向老人一般的告诉我我不爱听的时事。
谢谢你
曾经那么疼爱我，让我了解被疼爱的感觉。
谢谢你
为我做过那么多让我感动的事，我没说过，但其实我心里很清楚。
谢谢你
至少你让我想起你的时候，掉的都是幸福的眼泪。
谢谢你
那一天没有来，保持了你在我记忆中的样子。
谢谢你
给我的青春贴上开心的等号。

你曾说，很遗憾我们没有早一点相遇。
但我觉得，我们相爱的时间点很完美。
因为你，我的十六岁，十七岁和十八岁有了那么一点点的不同。
那一点点的不同，其实影响我最深。
认识你，我觉得自己改变了很多，而那些改变都是好的转变。

也许以后我没办法叫出你的名字，
又或许没办法认出你来，
但是我不会忘记有个人曾经为我而做过的许多疯狂的事。

这一天，很特别。

2011-11-12T05:55:00.000-08:00

2011-11-11T12:49:00.001-08:00

時間就像一把鑰匙
鎖住兩個人的痴
心痛一下子
也好過勉強在一起的自私

2011-11-07T10:07:00.001-08:00

有多少個夜晚，我都是唱著歌，流著淚入睡？

專情VS濫情

2011-10-26T02:27:00.001-07:00

你專情，人家說你何必放不開。
你濫情，人家說你為何放太開。

這世界就是這樣。每個人對與錯的標準差太多。好亂！

專情只用在有伴侶的人身上。
單身族你想被別人稱讚你專情嗎？哼，難咯！發神經就有你份。
不能專情就濫情咯。什麼？！濫情也被人講？濫情就講你做麼不自愛，CHEAP！

以上言論純粹寫爽^ ^
寫完了，所以現在我SIBEH爽！

不經意的發現。

2011-10-25T12:59:00.001-07:00

一覺醒來發現已不愛他。
生活就是這樣，很諷刺吧？
或許又有那麼一天，我們相遇了，但我已忘了他是誰？和這所謂的＂陌生人＂擦肩而過。

2011-10-24T10:01:00.000-07:00

我所承受的，不是你们所能明白的。

Tochka-G

2011-10-23T13:37:00.000-07:00

Stay tune for that , peepers ;)

2011-10-23T13:35:00.000-07:00

有时候我真的看不见我的未来，我开始慌了，仿佛下一秒我即将死去。

The world is not so clear anymore.

2011-10-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

I visited a lot of old friend's blog today because I am just too bored.
And I noticed...Everyone is so happy...so Hang Fuk.
I am getting unbalance...I am scare...
Will I bcm crazy ?
I am getting blur....Who am I?What is my characteristic?
Should I keep pretending or should I show what I feel?
I am not sure...I wasn't like that...I was a happy girl who show what's her feeling,living in her own crazy little world.
But now?I feel like...it's hard to mix with friends and family...Everyone is like having fun with everyone...
I just don't know what to do.I am lost . L.O.S.T---Lost!
Sometimes I really confuse,about right or wrong.
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME.
i am sinking.

Background

2011-10-20T10:16:00.000-07:00

What's remind you when you see the background of my blog?
My answer is : Delicious Restaurant.

Teardrops on my guitar.

2011-10-19T13:36:00.001-07:00

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.

能不能不愛了

2011-10-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

能不能不愛了因為愛太痛了

我痛得快死了卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了愛情它太痛了

我痛得快死了卻無法把愛割捨

Did you ever try before?

2011-10-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

When your friend talked about someone....

At first,you were laughing,

saying " I'm ok, Dont worry. It isn't a big deal. HAHAHA"

And then you stopped laughing...

You stunned for few mins...

And then you end up crying like a Big baby.

Hide and seek

2011-10-16T15:03:00.001-07:00

Life is like playing hide and seek.
You hide I seek,
now is my turn to hide even I knew you not gonna seek.

The first day you kiss me on my cheek

2011-10-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

The first day you kiss me on my cheek------That's the clue of the password of this article.

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Follow your heart.

2011-10-13T10:18:00.000-07:00

If you think it's worth,then do it...Don't care about right or wrong.Follow your heart.XD
I made my decision while they (tears) running out.
I will stick to this decision,and people...wish me good luck ;P

I know I will have the smile like that again one day =]

It still killing me inside.

2011-10-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

I just realise I didn't update my blog for like years~~!

Since he left,I got no mood to blog...

Is like I lost a part of me,A very big part...

But life still go on,so i tried so hard to hide it.

Tomorrow is the 6th month that we broke up...

6 months ady...A lot of people asked me,even he also asked me....Why still sad?it had been so long ady...

I also feel like asking myself too.Why still sad?I thought you said you wanna let go?I thought you said you will be happy looking he having what he wanted?

Whatever la.Just leave it like that.It's like I don't love and I love in the same time.

就像是冥冥中有安排。

两个陌生的人，看对方不顺眼的人。

也不知因为什么而相爱。

然后两人被逼分割两岸。

慢慢的被分到两个不同的世界。

两个字就能把多年的感情切断。

发明“分手”这两个字的人还真伟大。

Imma Sushi Fans ♥

2011-09-26T00:04:00.000-07:00

I love sushi=]]

1st sushi dinner---with cellgroup members

2nd sushi dinner---with my groupmates

3rd sushi dinner---with my sista^^

woohoo...I bcm Japanese ady...Everyday eat sushi and never get bored of it=]

唉呀爱呀。

2011-09-22T10:10:00.000-07:00

这个世界里，曾经有一个他们相爱着。

但是现在她爱他，而他爱她。

那个她被他深爱着。

她却和另一个他相爱着。

是难过的故事还是幸福的故事？

谁来给我答案？

洋葱妹。

渡不过

2011-09-13T11:56:00.000-07:00

The people who I LOVE so much

2011-09-08T13:08:00.000-07:00

This photo was taken at CAMERON---Starbucks.
Lovely Family ♥

My babes♥♥♥

Maybe sometimes I did something wrong..

But THANKIU,thankiu for helping me,forgiving me,loving me.

I dont knw how to show how much my love is,I hope you guys can feel it.

And my dear YY....

Dont think too much...

I'm always here although we aren't roommate anymore=((

Dont worry la...Just appreciate what you having now;)

For example , me.LOL

Love ya♥

Tired

2011-09-07T11:23:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of everything...
Tuition fees,Visa,Registration,Borrow books,Shifting,Study...(~~something else~~)
SHIT.
Really A bad week for me.
Hope every bad thgs had stopped.
Tomorrow.Tomorrow I will be the lucky one ;D
Aza Aza Fighting^^
Give me strength pls.And Luck.
Grrrr...Night !

烦啊

2011-09-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

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2011-08-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

我该用怎样的心情来面对？

我不知道。

旧恋情留给你啥痕迹？

2011-08-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

Click Here to play 旧恋情留给你啥痕迹？

I am...
B类型:
遗憾久久地存在着，抹不去也擦不掉。你总觉得之所以旧爱会变成过去式，那是因为自己太不懂事，全是因为自己做错了很多事，才导致这种糟糕的结果，所以，你常常唏嘘要是当初自己懂事一点就不会有这样的结果了，但你知道过去的事不能重来，所以，你只能把遗憾放在心底。

CHUN ~ !

Awwww...My cute little baby.....

2011-08-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

My baby look so sad in the photo...

I miss my Lao Da so muchieee....

Don't worry,mummy is coming back k?

kisses ^3^

xoxo

Sexyonion with LOL

~~(Lot's of Lovessss)~~

還是一個人

2011-07-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

不在乎的口吻
掩飾我的認真
我再三的確認
感情有沒有變冷

你說我沒變過
孩子氣才最像我
你把近況輕輕帶過
如此寂寞

你還是一個人
快不快樂
好像又比從前瘦了
或許你已覺得無所謂
錯過了追不回
為甚麼要讓自己累

我們都不完美
怎麼追求完美
剩下這一點體會
填補空位

你還是一個人
快不快樂
好像又比從前瘦了
或許你已覺得無所謂
錯過了追不回
為甚麼要讓自己累

我還是一個人
繼續生活
也沒有特別的難過
只是夜裡偶爾想起了
那過去太深刻
多捨不得怎能忘了

好像有些甚麼
話到嘴邊又吞了
我們聊聊別的
就要走了 hmm...
希望你是真的快樂
祝你快樂

Hey........

2011-07-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

Hey...
How are you...?

I ....
I still...

(sigh) Nevermind.Nothing...Forget it =D ~~(a big smile)~~

EMOnion

Shop shop shop,Shop till you drop!

2011-07-27T00:03:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Thailand...
Bought a lot of shirts,dresses,shoes and bagssssss.yeahyeahyeah^^

Thgs in Thailand is SUPER cheap compare to MOSCOW.

buy buy buy and buy! haha

Next round is TAIWAN~!Excited...Can't wait for it =P

One more month left,I hvt meet a lot of friends...

I miss them but i just dont feel like going out.

I just don't wanna go anywhere which has OUR MEMORIES.

Everywhere I go,I see "US".

I just wanna stop all this thg and go bck to MOSCOW.

Really sry to all my friends=[[

Forgive me okay?

Sexyonion Yap

=[[

Luna Bar with babes♥

2011-07-25T16:00:00.000-07:00

Last Fri night,we went Luna bar to celebrate my 19th birthday=]]
Thankiu so much.I really enjoy it^^

Thankiu Jeff and Jac for the Pink roses♥

Li babe♥

Yi babe♥

Mr.Zuo Zhi =]

Mr.Jiaye

Camwhore with DSLR

Ladies =3=

Group pichaaaaaa~

Sexyonion♥

xoxo

亲爱的，今天。是你消失的一百天。祝我生日快乐。

2011-07-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

Click HERE to listen "过敏"

你消失的一百天

我沒了笑臉　怕別人看見

我敏感的神經線　一點一點　沒知覺

泛紅雙眼　不成眠　它跟著我一整夜

麻痺的臉　特效藥也　無解

才發現　我正擱淺在愛情過敏的季節

Oh　過敏源　是對你的思念

我想我　才了解

我正停格在愛情過敏的季節

季節沒改變　是想念　沒斷線

我想我　才發現

感情塵蹣已佈滿了我的世界

Oh　過敏源　是為你流的淚

我想我　才了解

就算用盡了力氣也未必如願

季節沒改變　是眼淚　弄濕臉

季節一直變　但我的心　沒有變

你消失的一百天　我沒了笑臉　沒知覺

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只想说：亲爱的，我……祝我生日快乐=]
这是为什么我讨厌今年的生日。100天了。
虽然已不是你的亲爱的……
忍住了多少眼泪，好久好久了。
但我还是不哭不哭=/ ，只是没了笑脸，没什么大不了。
亲爱的辛苦了吧，要加油！
虽不知还需多久才能真心的笑，但我很努力很努力~真的很努力很努力……
对不起亲爱的，真的很难。
我办不到。办不到……

老大，生日快乐=] 一岁了。
对不起让你一个人在莫斯科过生日。
放心，我也是一个人。

曾是你爱的Chubby Onion Yap

什么

2011-07-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

我。到底在想些什么？

笑了？对呀，我在嘲笑我自己。
19号，是什么日子？
真讨厌，第一次那么讨厌自己的生日。
真的很不想庆祝。
虽然我的宝贝们很热情想帮我庆祝，但是说真的很抱歉说了这些话让你们伤心。

没心情。

生日那天，请别来找我。
谁都好。都别来。谢。

但是，跟你们在一起，昨天是真正发自内心地笑了。
你们总有让我笑的理由，虽然还是我自己开的玩笑~

我不断的重复思考。
Hmm，当时我应该多想想他的感受，当时我好像错了，当时……当时……
但有时候又觉得没有错。
我快要得人格分裂了。身体里住着两个我。每个我有两张脸。
一张是假脸（面具），一张是真脸。
好多天了，都带着面具，总想要隐藏些什么……也许是悲伤吧，想隐藏悲伤。
并不是因为想装坚强，而是因为我想看到我周围的人开开心心的=]
~~（听起来很虚伪，但我真的这么想）~~

伤疤虽然可以用遮瑕膏遮，但是当你卸了妆，它依然在。

洋葱妹

4 JULY is ♥

2011-07-06T10:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my mum.

And my lovers♥

My twins,thankiu for fetching me bck from KLIA=]
loveeeeeeeeeee.

I told my mum i will be bck on 5th july,but then my actual flight is on 4th july...

Bcz 4 july was my mummy birthday=]
Then I surprised her successfully^^

She hugged me and keep say."Pian wo...jiang 5 hao hui"
LOL.
Tht hug was so WARM.

awwwww.

And my twins & Jac,come fetch me from KLIA...

Tht two sapo,dont know the way also come fetch me...
So touch wei ;)

Love you girls.

xoxo♥

Sexyonion

Home

2011-07-04T15:30:00.000-07:00

Hey people,I am HOME.
Will update soon.

STAY TUNED.teeeeheeeeeeeee.;)

BFs ♥

2011-06-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

【伟大的友谊】25岁的英国士兵Barry Delaney穿着鲜亮的绿色吊带短裙和粉红腿套，

在同袍好友Kevin Elliott的葬礼上哭的一塌糊涂,他俩是同在阿富汗执行任务的好友.
他们之前有一个约定:无论谁先不幸西归,另一个都要穿女装亮相对方的葬礼,
为那里灰暗的悲伤带去一丝亮色，很感人，一诺千金

This is so touching.

TRUE FRIENDSHIP.

I have a silly thought,If one day I ~~die~~*touch wood,choichoichoi*
I hope my funeral is colourful but not black.
Is like everyone having PARTY,so happy=]
LOL.(Think too much)

I hope our friendship never fade.

Hey,I got another list of BFs.

Who I met in Russia.
They are all awesome people.

Dearest roommate=YY♥

Neighbour+groupmate=Martin,Soon Fei

Floormate=Philip,Bobo

Random Best F=Chia Hoong

Always Best F=Jeffrey(this one a lot of -mate a.LOL)

Phil's milo
+
Bo's meek
+
YY's shit bricks
+
Jeff's no reason laugh
+
Marlau's black joke
+
Chia Hoong's nyan
+
Soon Fei's yer
+
Onion's lala pawar
=
♥We are happy family.♥

SIM 3.LOL

How can I live without you guys?

You guys cheer me up everyday...

Even though sometime really ~~FAIL~~ la,

but I appreciate it.A LOT!!

YY,thanks for all the things you did.

You always the best !

Sometimes,you know girl...PMS.

so kinda paiseh if I did smtg that make you mad or sad.

And CHEER up.

I know a girl who always so cheerful like you hide a lot of sadness behind your smile.

My ears always ready for you=]

~~We can cry together~~.LOL

but then still hope you can be as cheerful as you always do.

Do whatever you think is worth and no regret.

I am here to support you always

♥

xoxo♥

Your LALAonion Yap

Lala pawarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. RAWR.

如果；但世界上没有如果。

2011-06-22T12:59:00.000-07:00

如果我们还在一起，今天是第955天。
我们在一起的第100天，我许了一个愿，希望我们还有第1000天，100000天，100000天，甚至1000000天。
很遗憾，我们只过了第一关，那个愿望没能实现。
我知道你不喜欢我在提起你，但是我没有办法，我做不到“听而不闻，视而不见”。
我不知道回去是什么样的一个状况，但我希望我可以彻底退出你的世界。（只愿你幸福快乐）
因为我希望，我们的回忆，对你而言还是美好的。

或许你讨厌我，但是请不要讨厌我们的过去。

一年，两年，三年，四年，还是五年后再相见？

一切随缘。

只愿你记得，那首歌“我一直都在”。

我承诺过，所以我会做到。~~（虽然我不懂那算不算承诺）~~

他等于永恒。

xoxo

Your chubby onion yap

2011-06-22T12:44:00.001-07:00

I miss him ~~badly.~~

Let it be instead of let it go.

2011-06-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

(kinda likey this photo*)

Yea...Just let it be...

The more I tried to let go,The love goes deeper.

So yeah.

It had been 1 month,we never contact each other.

Whatever.(Everytime i say whatever,my heart actually shouting : arghhh,I f4king care!)

Sh1t.

really sh1t.

Idk what should I do.

And few days ago...I cried and I couldn't control.

~~*too loud until my neighbour heard and they come to comfort me.*~~

At the moment I just realise I am losing him.

Forever.

so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so SAD, you know?

And my double eye lid become single eye lid.

Sibeh YONG SUIIIIIII~~~~!

Hais what to do? bo bian.

Sleep lo.

Let it be...

Imma scary girl-This quite true.

Sometime I really don't feel like going back...

Maybe I just afraid of going back...

But Dad and Mum...

I miss my family and friends.

I duno what "CRAZY" things i will do when i go back.

Just STAY TUNED people.

♥xoxo♥

Sexyonion

Some of you might not likey this post.....

2011-06-18T00:29:00.000-07:00

Now is early in the morning.
And I gotta go to UNI later,yesh you didn't read wrongly....I have to go to uni for my latin zachut.
The bulldog teacher.Grrrr
And yeah,these few days i 'am' very emo.
Why emo?You guys are smart just guess.

*BINGO!

Well,i wanna share a story.
You guys sure thinking:"what?!story?!LAME!We wanna see photos la!!"
Oppsy,sorry no photos because i using iphone now.
Here we go,
A long long time ago,super super long time ago.Before dinasour die....LOL(bombastic!)
Ok.
There was a guy call "M",he brought his gf to a sushi palace on their first date.
And then he told his gf:"Before u use the wood chostick u hv to make a wish and then seperate them.
The gf i think is low IQ,she seriously go and make a wish.
And everytime he brought her to sushi palace she will make the same wish:she wish today(that day),will be a happy day.*with him.
And then one day,the guy just disappeared and the girl still continue to make the same wish everytime she went to sushi palace.
But this time,the girl make a diff wish:"She hope today,he will be happy."

Lol.happy ending:)
Bye.Good luck to all my friends(all the bulldog student)

Xoxo
Sexyonionyap.

1/6/2011

2011-06-01T11:39:00.000-07:00

Time flies.
One more month I will be back HOME!
So fast !
I can't wait for it =]
I not really miss Msia food tho.
People,once I go bck Msia pls intro some freelance job for me...
As much as possible=]
Thankiu.

And now.
Focus on study...
Everyday got more than one test to clear...
Then final is around the corner!
DIE!
Busy month ever.
*fiuuuuuuuuuuuuu (chao first)

Sushi Lover ♥

2011-05-30T16:06:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Imma Sushi Lover...

I think I ate once a week...LOL

Sushi in Russia is just super AWESOME.
I think everyone here LOVE sushi a lot!

Addicted wei.

My little Spongebob wallet said,"I am so full now"
Thanks Daddy and Mummy give me extra money...
So that I could affort more sushi! LOL

For those in Msia...
Let you all see how's Russia Sushi look like...
Bigger than Msia and nicer!

*Do you guys notice all the frame is "LEMELEME"?

Yeah.One of the Iphone apps that I love the most!

For Iphone user and If you like photography,

Find "LemeLeme" and download it NOW!

Ok.
Finish talking craps.

Back to study...

3am.*insomnia again?
Sleep = suffer
Don't sleep = suffer

Then how?
Recently very easy to get dizzy,stomach ache,headache and one more heartache...

I Don't Know why.
Stress week gua...
Still emo? too free a?
Go study la OniOn YaP!

好的事情。我们都傻

2011-05-29T12:42:00.000-07:00

~~再见了，我的宝贝。~~

♥老大♥

休息是为了走更长的路

你就是我的旅途

都是因为你我一直漫步

想要跟你一起走到最后

但我遗失了地图

谁给谁束缚谁比谁辛苦

爱到深处才会领悟

好的事情最后虽然结束

感动十分就有十分满足

谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路

痛是以后无法再给你幸福

好的事情也许能够重复

感动时分就算纷纷模糊

不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚

爱是为彼此祝福

我们都傻

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表有对我的心撒了多少谎
但每次我都选择 选择相信
相信你是爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神　我很窒息
难道你没有看见　看见我对你的好
还是你忘了　那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻　傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻　傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻　傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事　继续温习我会　讽刺也无所谓
我说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

Again?!

2011-05-26T17:42:00.000-07:00

This baby so cute...
He is posing " Onion's pose =[[ "

I am happy someone really feel what I actually feel.

I am glad.SUPER.

And stop disturb my life.
I could have a better life without ****.

**** came my dream. AGAIN.

fml.

I not dare to sleep anymore...

I want it to stop there.

No **** in my life or even in my dream.

My msn,Skype,Oovoo,Facebook.

Maybe one day later we might meet.

And I will fake a smile,then walk away.

~~No "Hi',No "Bye",No chit chat,No "How are you"~~

Just a FAKE smile.

And maybe after few years later...

We might meet.

I might forget who you are.
And I will say ,

"HI"
to a random stranger :)

And yea...
Lao Da love you

so I gonna leave Lao Da alone in a dark and scary space.

~~Lao Da,I'm sorry.~~

~~Mummy love you still.No Doubt.~~
Just...have to move on =]

♥ 520 ♥ Dear Puni's Birthday

2011-05-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

BBQ in the PARK~

Loves and Flowersssss ♥

Group picture =)

軟弱

2011-05-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

想離開身邊熟悉的朋友

忘記自己的名字忘了我

若不是你說沒有用

出走是一扇逃避的窗口

錯過了最後一班的列車

只剩我一個人在那站著

若不是你說晚點走

我不會發現如此被左右

我躲在你說我軟弱的背後

我還是讓你帶走我家的鎖

可是這一次我的心已死

你的驕傲可以到此為止

我從來沒有說過你的不是

即使說了我心也不是如此

原諒我沒有繼續的軟弱

是實力懸殊太大的結果

妈咪说

2011-05-19T15:47:00.000-07:00

哈咯，我是老大

妈咪绑架了我的笑容 =[

还比人家用回忆来交换。

所有跟爸爸的回忆

妈咪都傻的。

她忘了，我们Hello Kitty是没有嘴巴的 ;P

忘记他，是我每天的功课。

2011-05-17T14:54:00.000-07:00

以前，我觉得我可以不顾一切地保护我们仅有的回忆。
现在，我觉得如果可以，我情愿忘记他。
什么快乐，什么幸福？
狗屁。
越是快乐，越是痛！
越是幸福，越是折磨！

如果真的有孟婆汤，我会喝下。
虽然很痛，很舍不得，我还是会喝。
因为我知道，我真的知道。
是他不愿意向我坦白。
但是，我真的知道。
不管我问多少次，他还是选择隐瞒。
就算只是朋友，也没有必要隐瞒。

第一次觉得算了。

第一次想说，我们不要再见面了。

第一次不想再找他了。

第一次想让这个人彻底地消失在我的世界。

我没有恨他。

我只是面对不了。

我不是逃避，只是我觉得没有必要面对。

这功课，也许要两三年才做得完。

不用紧啦，我有时间，也有那个耐心，慢慢做=]

我觉得，这个世界冷冰冰的。

灰灰的。

你感觉到了吗？

我的世界。是如此的冷冰冰。

Written in Star ---- Massad

2011-05-12T05:45:00.000-07:00

M.A.S.S.A.D

MalAySia Student Annual Dinner

Oh Chee ♥

We dance,we laugh,we act sexy...

And we success!

President of Massad 2011

First lady and us ♥

She is same age with me...Why she so tall,I so short?='[

She is Allysha ♥

Yunn Min and us

Angelina and I

Act cute?

Kelly and I

Devina and I

Charis ♥

Shen-ly ♥

Eliz ♥

Charmaine and us

Yuen Xing and I

Tallest guy ever.LOL.

He look like Lee Hom...Real people la...
Photo...err...no comment. =P

Philip,Don't break my door if u see this.

Hot girls.

Show your Funny face people ^^

This is my car...

But...where is my driver?He might be late. Zzz

Korston Hotel.

It's awesome right?

Kisses ♥

Which is my sister?

Left one or right one?

Left one look more alike but then my sister is right one.LOL

Sexay.

Yes,is you ♥

~END~

Massad 2011

2011-05-09T12:18:00.000-07:00

Korston hotel ♥

Sweetie and I

Oppsy...Camwhore=P

OhChee rockssss ♥

Stay tuned for more and more pichassss ♥

Love you guys.

Muacksssssss

*yawn.Night

Gde Vee?

2011-05-09T00:40:00.000-07:00

(Gde Vee?) Where are you?My prince...nonono...shld be my KING.

~~IMY~~ a lot...a lot..

哭了

2011-05-03T02:42:00.000-07:00

雨又在下了

看外面又湿了
我一直等著
让屋里灯都亮著
这样伤心地睡了
这样压抑地醒了
想著你要来了
可该变的都变了

而孤独是什么
心冷是什么
情是什么
你是什么

我~~不要再想了~~

我~~已经倦了~~

我~~不想再唱了~~

我~~已经哭了~~

想陪你坐著

想听你说著

想知道我值得

以为我们还爱著

把窗户都开著

风也是凉的

我一个人唱歌

声音也变成冷的

而孤独是什么

心冷是什么

情是什么

你是什么

我~~不要再想了~~

我~~已经倦了~~

我~~不想再唱了~~

我~~已经哭了~~

我不想再唱了

我已经哭了

Chilis is love

2011-05-01T12:29:00.000-07:00

Panaroma of the day

YY look short because 4 of them are TOO TALL.

All the guys

Our Wtf face=]

Molten choco always my love!!!

Yummy!

April babies were cutting the cake=]

The sweetest couple ever.

Bobo and I

Onion,Philip,Sacha

He is so tall !

Onion,Jeffrey,Martin

This photo have a story...

saw the previous photo(group photo),can't find me right?

B'cause I am the photographer...

Then I said I also want take group photo....

and Soon Fei took my DSLR and capture me...(only me but not group photo)

Then I pretended to be angry.LOL

This is another story...

They were looking at me...

But before that...

Yes,I hit Jay...because when I posing on their right hand side....

Jay pointed to the left side and said,everyone look there...

Sweet Couple in the MOSCOW.

errr

Yesh,we are in love=D

Two

2011-04-27T14:33:00.000-07:00

There is two kind of people in his world...
1.care too much.
   sacrifice too much
   love too much

2.Don't even care.
   sacrifice a little but they think they sacrifice a lot.
   love themself a lot

The 1st people will rush home to celebrate their birthday with the love one.
The 2nd people will go play with friends first then only with gf/bf

The 1st people feel 2nd people very annoying.
The 2nd people feel 1st people very cold.

The 1st people will give out everything 100%...time,money,love...etc.
The 2nd people will also give out the same thing but 50%

To,1st people,shld love yourself more. (say is always easier than do,but try...)
To 2nd people,if you meet someone treat you like 1st people,appreciate them la.B'cz it's hard to find someone like that...wake up people.

Just a random post...

I hope you guys enjoy reading it,

It doesnt means anything to me tho=]

I am annoying.stupid.whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr

2011-04-26T11:19:00.000-07:00

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

WHY

Yes i am annoying.
So what?
Whatever. Who cares?

I am stupid.
Yes I am.
So I don't mind if you laugh at me,scold me.
hahahaha...Stupid girl XD
Laugh at me please.

I am stubborn.
So no matter what you think bout me,I will be myself.
I am still me.
Never ever change.

Constipation AGAIN=.=

Happy Easter

2011-04-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

This is basically what we did during EASTER day=]

We ate,we played,we worship...

We had lots of fun in the PARK!

BBQ is LOVE.

SUN is LOVE.

SPRING is LOVE.

Everyone there is LOVE.

I love A1.

Sorry people

2011-04-24T13:12:00.000-07:00

Moodless...

Sorry.

I'll update my blog tmr. =']

OMG,OMB,OMT~!

2011-04-20T13:45:00.000-07:00

OMG=Oh My God
OMB=Oh My Buddha
OMT=Oh My Tuhan

Freaking busy this week!
Mr.Time can you run slower?Or maybe dont run just walk?
So that I can chase you~
Hope everything will be fine=]

Sorry dear readers...
I promise this SUNDAY I will blog okay?
*hugs
nighty=P

Maya sistra.

2011-04-19T15:05:00.000-07:00

Best sister ever<3

I got two awesome sisters.

This post just SAJA nak post benda ni.=]

Bcz i love them.

Love my Family,Relatives and friends...

Maybe I scare anything happen to me tmr...LOL

Hilter's Day wei.

I dun wanna die,God bless me please=]

Bless everyone here.

*yawn.Night=D

Allo~

2011-04-19T09:24:00.000-07:00

Hello people=]

This is my new blog.

New Onion has new blog.

COOL!

~Feel OniOn's FeelinG~

Yeah ~ Yeah Yeah Yeah ~ Yeah ~

Well...

SOON

Exam stress

Apologise to all my uncles and aunties

Miss you so so much ....

推翻

太多

17岁。

林宥嘉 - 心酸

To all my uncles and aunties

从哪里开始就从哪里结束。

真实的人生

红鞋女孩

雨后的彩虹

Dancing Away with My Heart

It's all about DIY

谢谢你 ，给我的青春贴上开心的等号。

这一天，很特别。

專情VS濫情

不經意的發現。

Tochka-G

The world is not so clear anymore.

Background

Teardrops on my guitar.

能不能不愛了

Did you ever try before?

Hide and seek

The first day you kiss me on my cheek

Follow your heart.

It still killing me inside.

Imma Sushi Fans ♥

唉呀爱呀。

渡不过

The people who I LOVE so much

Tired

烦啊

旧恋情留给你啥痕迹？

Awwww...My cute little baby.....

還是一個人

Hey........

Shop shop shop,Shop till you drop!

Luna Bar with babes♥

亲爱的，今天。是你消失的一百天。祝我生日快乐。

什么

4 JULY is ♥

Home

BFs ♥

如果；但世界上没有如果。

Let it be instead of let it go.

Some of you might not likey this post.....

1/6/2011

Sushi Lover ♥

好的事情。我们都傻

Again?!

♥ 520 ♥ Dear Puni's Birthday

軟弱

妈咪说

忘记他，是我每天的功课。

Written in Star ---- Massad

Massad 2011

Gde Vee?

哭了

Chilis is love

Two

I am annoying.stupid.whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr

Happy Easter

Sorry people

OMG,OMB,OMT~!

Maya sistra.

Allo~

谢谢你，给我的青春贴上开心的等号。